This e-mail is from Sister Hadika and Co. If ya'll are interested then email her at:">sourlime2002@hotmail.com if interested. I was going to e-mail this but the mouse is just not copying and pasting right.. so if interested follow suit.

And *ahem* who said sistas couldn't kick :P
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Assalamu Alaykum girls, hope you are all doing well!

I just want to let you know that inshalalh we are going to enter a girls soccer league this spring. Its going to be outdoor off course.
Registration starts April, so I'm giving you a early heads up, to see if it will be a good choice for you. Take it up with your parents, and make sure you will be able to come to all games and practices. Its going to be one game a week, and perhaps one practice every two weeks. SO its pretty chillz, not too bad. Just community league nothing serious, just a chance to have a good time. Inshallah aunty Freeba (Sheena Alami's mom) will be our coach.

Soooo, if you are interested, please let me know its going to be a league from ages 16-35. So if you know any siblings, friends, or relatives who want to play be sure to pass this on pleasee.

There will be a fee of about $100, but the more girls, the less. Also there's always fundraising. Jerseys will be provided and hopefully rides as well. But no need to worry about that right now. I just want you guys to see if its suitable for your busy lives

If you have any recommendations on what days will be most convenient for you to have the games, please let me know. As we can put in a request if we are early enough.

If I have missed any other e-mail addresses please spread the message, this can be a great opportunity for us to get active =)
So think about it, ask about it, and give me a reply as soon as possible please! As soon as we get at least 20 girls, were going to sign up a team.
Inshallah

Love,
Hadika

We were walking on red carpet it was dark. Glimmer of light and hope and dreams around us. She talked I talked and I replied "Allah(swt) works in mysterious ways"
I wish I could go back to that moment how I was at that exact moment how I thought- how I viewed things....I miss it.



I miss them.

He's like an STD waiting to go back and errupt.

- Naseeba Shah/07

hahahahahah

"he" is not refered anyone just random jibberish out her head.. it was still funny though how she said it..Mom even laughed.

:D

I can't wait to be done my Legal Research project.. it's worth 20% of our mark *gulp* PLUS it's already MARCH.. and this is our first assignment..my mark is going to be based on one flipping mid-term(which i write this wednesday) and this assignment and the final... *another gulp* please... Well suck it up Alisha your not the only one..I have spring classes that await.. how fun :)..well I shouldn't talk "A" has like spring and summer classes I feel the pain..mmm *sigh* plus hauling my behind to work everyday for the month of July and August if I get the job I want *sigh*- no time to vacation... I was at the Book Cellar today and I was going to purchase this book on "Travel tips in Spain" it was for 6 buks hey it might come in handy...meh I put it down now is not the time for this fantasy dreamy sugar top tales missy... things must be done and accomplished.. goals must be made and fulfilled... we must become something first... we must ..we must..we must..we must...

I'm in love with the sky...

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Me thinks I'm going to buy Naseeba a nikey hijab.. for her b-day :P

(I see me or Sihamo doing this :P)

all you got is your deeds and a piece of white cloth...back onto cold soil.
six feet under... darkness....65 years lays around you.


I was asked how do you know that this life is a "test" from a person...I replied and I don't no where I got it from.. I said "I know this life is a test because there is no eternal happiness or love... we are sad the first minute then happy the second minute, look around do you see the world?... there must be a better place than this."

tempted to touch.

why aren't you with anyone?

Because.. well because....I have come to realize I love my life.

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Probably one of the best movies i'll ever see in my life time.. the ending ... brings out everything from within you.

I saw the sunset in the movie and I smiled more like laughing and smiling... that's as close as I will get to the sunset...for now that is.

I liked how there wasn't so much Romance developed in the film but more of a "I have traveled the same road you have travled before" they connected because they are searching for the same thing's in life..I liked how they talked with their eyes, how he would look at her from the rear view mirror watching her staring out of the passenger window leading to evergreen grass- a ocean never stopping- I also liked how they never kissed but when he began to tell his story of how his parents were murdered he started to tear a little- she looked at him in his eyes...such warmth and sincerity- she just held his hands...she just held his hands...

TIA(this is africa)

our blood comes from the soil, the soil from our blood.

just watch it....

yah nah be fricken gyal?

a wa yah vex? (why are you pissed off?)

*sigh* i met a westindian sista :P

"fricken"(guyanese style) (frighten) English :)

I listened to all of the reggae tone/ socca music on my friend's ipod and I really wanted to flight myself back to Guyana... I miss the culture :(. I was listening to Bob Marley (Could you be love)

Fatimma listened to it and this is what she said:

"I picture Alisha up in some coconut tree facing the ocean, with her shoes off her feet ,big hair blowing in the wind just swaying her shoulders back and forth with the hugest smile on her face"

:) she knows me best..

I responded: "And I picture you and Siham selling mango and coconut drinks down below me"

let's make it happenn....:)

I was just reading the old e-mails from camp- what a laugh a good laugh. I look back to the moments when things were boggled and AlamdiouAllah we countered them... *sigh* good times..oh good times..

Never be scared of a challenge in the end it's so worth it- you learn more about others and of yourself...life's too beautiful to sit.

:)

frozen tears were streaming down my face tonight.....I looked at my blue mittens "hot paws"not so hot right now eh? One thing that made me cry a bit more.. was the thought of loosing my fingers... and Suban'Allah how greatful I was for my hands..my limbs, my heart, my mind the experiences.. every single moment that has encounter in my life good or bad.. for the souls I know.. for the souls I know.. how greatful I was to Allah for my heart beating... for my cold feet walking in the snow... the the breath that came out of me into the air looking as if I'm smoking....how greatful I was to look at the dark sky....I was so thankful tonight to see a toilet...to relieve myself(don't laugh when it's cold and you gotta pee not a good mixture)- we always take the greater things in life to be beauty.. but it's not we realize that when we have lost everything. everything...that it's the simple things.. the simple things.. I tied my hair back in a bun and how beautiful I felt.. I felt beautiful..I didn't look it but felt it...

I'm so thankful..

.... I'm happy so truthfully and eternally happy...does that ever feel good

I LOVE SCHOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

:) *SIGH*

just thought i let ya'll know i wrote a long post and deleted it...


yupp..yuppp :)

i feel sick... :(

Love is like the wind, you can feel it but not see it.

- A Walk to Remember

I have time to write but as I stare at the white screen...my thoughts have gone hazy....so much to say so much to breathe...my heart beats too fast to keep up with life..my life their life and his life.

I wanted to run today but was stopped because it's too dark outside.. I told my mom the air is just right.. warm but with a nip of cold it's dark so I can run my fastest no on-lookers from inside the cars watching as I run... I feel conscious sometimes running you know.

A Walk to Remember is showing on "Woman Showcase"... I'm going to watch it.. it's supposed to be sad one- alisha needs to get in touch with her emotions.

In the praying room at Grant the ceiling is black..blackk..like a black ocean caving onto me... black... I just layed there thinking that's how it feels in a grave.. 6 feet above me is black soil... it scared me for a while, I forced myself to lay there motionless thinking that's how the grave will be....and I smiled it's good to feel scared once in a while allows you to meet reality more and more...

Watch Angel Eyes with Jennifer Lopez in it..watch the ending... I love when their driving off in silence.. just watch the ending and you'll totally understand what I'm talking about.

I long for Victoria the ferry with the ocean beneath my eyes... with the splashes spraying on my face .... I miss the guy that looked like Bob Marley and sang his songs.. Buffalo Solider..That moment was perfect I was sitting on the stairs on the harbor front, the sun was going down and the trees were laced with white lights.. the spanish guitar played in the background, the mosquitoes danced around my ankles...and he sang Buffalo Solider and smiled at me...That was nice to....me.

I don't no what I want anymore...I thought I did.. and thinking with the stupid infatuations you make of a soul- thinking they posses all that you crave for.. and you tbink God almighty-he has what it takes.. he makes life tick fast within me.... I was drinking coffee today bymyself and that felt nice knowing that you thought and thinked of someone of that for the fact... not for love..but you love them enough to allow them to stay around .... stay around for the ride why not.. for the chance... for the chance.. you have sought and analyzed..stop with the "if's" and "if that were to be" and that "bliss" why not "kiss"- life is a bucket of chances.. one of these days someone is going to come and knock em all out....Let's ask that question "Are you ready for a chance?" Good or bad it moulds you.

We all have done ills of sins of righteousness.... "what's good for you is bad, and what's bad for you is good" stated in the Quran.... think about it...I always use to say " you can never really find anyone to trust" usually that feeling of resurrance of warmth stays with you..for a time.. for a time being.... in that phrase "you can never really find anyone to trust" lays possibilties of not trusting anyone.. well I have come to the conclusion my concrete conclusion "you can't trust anyone"....
if you love them enough..dad says it's better not to tell that soul of any trusting personal matter.. "you still want to be friends with them" well my version of friend is someone who fills the air with laughter... "common relief of stress" not a venting process..because honey we all have enough venting sessions... and sometimes it's good to just talk about the world.. not our hearts... I know that sounds really weird but it's my version and I'm sticking to it... you trust family.. your "significant other"-...

When people walk away run after them.... but only run after them one time.. after that just go on living life..life...life's too short to make more ponds, lakes, rivers, oceans of emotions and tears.

Don't have regret...never do... Smile ..Smile..
Seize life... to the fullest...Life is of zest.
Laugh to cherish the moment.
Smile to be reminded of it.
Love a soul to the fullest... And when they have downturned you- be selfish and tell yourself "well at least I know not to take that trail nextime"
Sing...thinking you ..yes you can win the grammy.
If it takes a hour to plea your heart out to Allah in duah then.. do what it takes.
Learn to realize lonliness can be beautiful.
Don't hold onto this life.
Don't hold grudges..
Allow your heart to forgive.. but never forget.
Sometimes friend ends with "End"....

we're still experiencing...

no mercy alisha....no mercy

:P

I HAIT DOING ASSIGNMENTS.ERRRRRRRRrrrrrrrr

"you need money to love"

-alisha
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there i said it! let the games begin "do not underestimate my abilities young one" :P



*AHEM* moose? comment section is now open.

tomorrow is mama's b-day :)

what do you want with a stubborn arse like me?

so I can kiss you whenever I want.

Watch Sweet Home Alabama.. good movie :) memories oh memories..

tonight is Shah's family reunion out on auntayyy Lyn's place.. shall be eventful..

:) i get to eat my baby cousins.. owhoooo!

i just wrote a 138 question mid-term on business communication skils... i thought you wrote something for the mid-term... noperzzz.. 138 questions.. I'm waiting till the clock hits to 10 I have one more "test" to do and i'm done....yesterydays assg and mid-term were mmm ok.. InshAllah I did ok.. InshAllah. I tell my friend "it's just a test can't make or break yah!" this random guy was walking buy and said so true..oh! so true.

I went to bed at 1 this morning I woke up at 4:36am thinking it's 7am.. I throw my cell under my pillow again i got one more hr of warm sleeping left to go.. wake up to the damn cell vibrating for all hell under my ears- 5:20am.... called friend and woke up his behind.. i'm like everyones alarm.. in the morning... my croaky voice "Salaam wake up..slams phone down" sometimes if I have a lil energy I groan and mummble "have a good day love"-soo anyoo woke up friend- hit the shower... i stood the in shower for 15 minutes.. damn that felt goo. doaped and soaped up on dove body wash and shampoo, whipped out my golden apple body butter from the lovely body shop smacked that on-- towled year- combed it added some hazelnut condition in it--- tonerd the face with dove toner- put on clothes- made up bed- waited till hair dried then braided it- went down staris had a muffin and coffee- smacked on layers of winter clothes. and caught the bus.

i'm hungry ..omg I'm so hunry..-- mm i thinks im going to go eat my lunch

btw. Bro. Ahmed is a uncle (make some Hussain noise!) MashAllah it's a baby girl :)

anyooo 10 minutes till 10 o'clockers...

new word i learned today "gongshow"

:) g'day loves jerk chicken awaits!

Are you Shia or Sunni?

me: "I'm Muslim..."

person: "no, are you shia or Sunni I know your Muslim"

me: "well bro you just answered your own question."

person" how?"

me: "you said I know your Muslim" Salaam :)

yeh...doesn't matter how you bow once your bowing for the same reason.

i'm going to wear this sweather tomorrow- we'll take more pics sihamo this friday iA!

i want dill pickles and chocllattaaa milk
with cheeze pizza from funky pickle
i want dairy queen ice-cream cake
i want to dye my hair brown.
i want to get a second piercing in my ears.
i want to run down the street and wake up everyone
i want to go knockn on peoples doors randomly asking em if they will like to chance up on a late night talk on the ideals of communism and marxism(don't ask me)

i'm sick of studyinf for b-law.

i want to go in the hot-tub and float around.
i want to drive the van to school so i dont have to take the smelly smokey/coffee/b-o bus.

i want to sing.
i want to hold a baby and kiss it till it screams for joy.
i want to take pictures of my friends.
i want to type up my resume and hand em out to get a HOT summer job.
i want to go to italy or some hot country for the fact with a friend.... and forget this place.. who wants to go?

i want to win the lottery....
i want to attempt to apply for a scholarship-but alisha know's way too well.. $500 smackaroo is the most she's going to get...

i want a lappy....
i want to scream.....
i want to learn how to write poetry.
i want to master the art of writing a blog w/ s/p errors.
i want people to understand... love don't take misunderstandings and pile em.
I want.... I want.. I want.. I want..... I .I would like to sleep and dream of a beautiful dream.

I hait typing this knowing in the back of my mind I have things to do..
Everyone is sleeping in my house.
I have to wake up at 5:20am tom morning...yup :)
I'm 20! I'm 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was thinking about that on the bus today... when I was sixteen I thought life would be sweet rolling..then again we live and learn.. we gain wisdom everyday.. not the whole thing - bit by bit.. I'm flipping 20! errrrr I have three more years till finish line...errrr
errrrrrrr


hear my roar!!!!!!!!!!!
:) Salaam my name is Alish Najma Shah.

comment section is open! so hit me.

my thoughts, my dreams, my breaths has become my new best friend.

at times when i find myself alone- i'm truly not..Allah is there.

i'm ready for this.

i understand.. all that i need to know.

good bye to yesterydays.

BismAllah.

Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves.

-Blaise Pascal

There's a soul I know who makes me smile when I hear her laugh, when I see her eyes gleam for life- she has that energy in her that makes me go a little harder everyday.

One day InshAllah we can travel together.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7MCtezqcC2s


wanna laugh- check it out!

LOL

errrr I have an exam pretty soon......

on another note-tomorrow is running day. let's make some noise!

:)

ok so ms.alisha is on her famous three hour break- Thursdays are my ultra long days... four classes starting from 8 in the morning ending at 9 at night. So a friend has allowed me to use their lappy for some venting. mmm I have to do the following:

1.) Finish doing chapter 6 questions
2.)Finish reading chapter 11 for law (conclude note taking) review chapter 10 & chapter 11.
3.) Edit paper type up.
4. Do math.
5. Go over computers


I have a meeting tommorrow evening... work on saturday studying in evening with friend. Sunday study day/ work out day. Monday working / study/ work out day.

I'm just taken a mental brk well they say or the book says to take one hour out of your daily routine and do something for you- so I met up with my friend we talked... now i'm bloggn.... I haven't read a book in a long time.....Man I'm going to save my money and buy a lappy- life would be bliss....

The sun is on my face, I love bld 7 :).....Tim Hortons is like five seconds away from me.... it's quiet here...

My instructors are walkking around the building for their exercise that's cute! They have on their dress pants with their nice tailored suits with clunky nikey runners..me loveesss it!

Otayz off me go - let's see if I can work a dvd on a lappy :P

g'day loves.