i feel caged. trapped in a ongoing emotion just when i think it's going to end more is added and added-until it gets so unbearable that i just break down and cry for five minutes. breaking down- shoulders slouching my back bending- unwanted emotions weighing me down more.

my head leaned against the window shades on hiding the pain in my eyes. mac eye liner and black smokey eye shadows are curtains that hide the pain- a brown emerald that is now changing it's shade.

the season changes. and it always seems my heart stays back in the cold- from coldness to warmth but i stay from coldness to coldness.

i thought about you today. you bring closure and peace.

i walked in down today by myself and it felt so satisfying inside.

i'm going to west ed tomorrow bymyself and this time i'm going in to all my stores i want too.

i'm cooking dinner for my family tomorrow the typical *rotti and curry*

i'm going to sultan tomorrow evening with the sisters should be eventful.

i lay in my bed everynight since finals were over, i crank my window open and allow the breeze to blow in and play with my face- i read my new mystery novel and that alone is fun for me.

i plan to go to whyte this sunday and check out their farmers market and buy some things like their veggies- when you know how to cook you want to cook for hours. i love it.

i dream of a little girl with black curly hair and big eyes with her hair in pig tails with a red dress on holding a little black and white poka dot purse. i want to name her lolita- and spell it like that.

i'm coming to a stage where i want a change.

i want a chance.

Online Nikkah Chat Transcript

Written by: Hamzah Moin


I'm getting married *screams* : aa
Abdul: wa
I'm getting married *screams* : what's going on?
Abdul: nothing much.
I'm getting married *screams* : did u get any word on the banquet hall?
Abdul: ugh
Abdul: i tried everywhere ayesha and every place was so expensive
I'm getting married *screams* : OMG!!!
I'm getting married *screams* : abdul!!
Abdul:
I'm getting married *screams* : do you know much it sucks to wait! we've been waiting to get this nikkah done for months!
Abdul: sorry
I'm getting married *screams* : omg this is retarted
Abdul: *retarded
I'm getting married *screams* : shut upp
Abdul: are you mad at me?
I'm getting married *screams* : maybe
Abdul: Well I have an idea (i)
I'm getting married *screams* : oh this will be good
Abdul: we can have an online nikkah
I'm getting married *screams* : a what?!
Abdul: yeah! it should be easy to do. i think everyone we need is online right now. let's get it done!
I'm getting married *screams* : oh wow
Abdul: come on, i'm sinning right now just typing to you. let's nikkah this thing asap!
I'm getting married *screams* : arright arright lemme call my abbu and tell him the story... that u r being stingy and don't want to book a banquet hall and just want to do it online lolzz
Abdul: lol
I'm getting married *screams* : brb
Abdul: k

I'm getting married *screams* : omg my dad agrees haha
Abdul: hahah i knew it. we're sooo stereotypical memons eh
I'm getting married *screams* : yeah lolz
I'm getting married *screams* : ok now what
Abdul: well i jsut explained to imam saab our ordeal. he has agreed to perform the nikkah
Abdul: *just
I'm getting married *screams* : phew

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has been added to the conversation. face=Arial color=green>The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : first thing iz we need yo hunny bunny 2 leave da chat window
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : then we be needin her pops yknow wha im sayin?
Abdul: so she has to leave and bring her dad in?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : str8 up
Abdul: ok you got that ayesha? stay online but leave the window. and tell your dad to get online. i think he's on my list for some reason.
I'm getting married *screams* : lolz my dad? he doesnt use msn 2 much. arright ill let him know.

I'm getting married *screams* has left the conversation.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : so where'd u 2 meet?
Abdul: oh u know. she liked to view my naseeb journal and i liked her profile. a few salams and some private messages later it turned into a full blown fest on MSN
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : aww man astagfirullah
Abdul: I know. thats why we're doing this nikkah.
Abdul: nice her dad is on

dr. khan (phd) has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: salams uncle
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" :
dr. khan (phd): haalo?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : duz da pops no da dillio?
dr. khan (phd): ajeeb
Abdul: hahah uncle i invited you in... you have to be part of the nikah.
Abdul: basically you are speaking on behalf of Ayesha
Abdul: you src="http://www.maniacmuslim.com/images/emb.gif"> k
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : aight aight. we need 2 witnesses. 1 dawg & 2 dawgettes or 2 dawgs. either way man.
Abdul: I got two guys that aren't doing anything. They've already changed their screen name so they're all set.

Witness #1 has been added to the conversation.
witness #2 has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: sup gentlemen
witness #2: awwww man i didn't know his name would be capitalized.
Witness #1: Waita go idiot.
witness #2: stfu
Abdul: Guys! we have an imam present! and an uncle!
Witness #1: oh sorry.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : no worries dawg. inshallah that wont happen again ya hear?
Witness #1:
dr. khan (phd): Be Right Back. I'm getting my chai. face=Arial color=orange>Witness #1: yeah i'm here.
witness #2: same
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : i take it u both are dawgs
Witness #1: as opposed to?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : dawgettes.
Witness #1: ummm yeah i'm male.
witness #2: ^ you sure fooled me.
Abdul: lol
witness #2: lol
The Imam - src="http://www.maniacmuslim.com/images/music.gif">: Abdullizo u gave yo hunny bunny the dowry right
Abdul: ummm i gave her some
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : good enuf. wut was da amount
Abdul: i basically just pasted 786 times in her window.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : lol dude that 786 ting is wacked
Witness #1: yeah but it's easy to hack into any paki's e-mail account. there's always a 786 in there somewhere.
witness #2: hey! it was you!
Abdul: shut up guys i'm trying to get married
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : ok dr.k.
dr. khan (phd): Yes?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : i need u to repeat this: "I, the brider's father and guardian, grant permission for ______ to marry my daughter ______ for the sake of Allah (SWT) for 786 in src="http://www.maniacmuslim.com/images/music.gif"> "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : u gotta fill in da blanks with bride and grooms name k

dr. khan (phd): OK
dr. khan (phd): "I, the brider's father and guardian, grant permission for Ayesha Khan to marry my daughter Abdul for the sake of Allah (SWT) for 786 in front of these two dawgs."
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : close. u just got it backwards lol.
dr. khan (phd): lol
dr. khan (phd): "I, the brider's father and guardian, grant permission for Abdul to marry my daughter Ayesha Khan for the sake of Allah (SWT) for 786 in front of these two kutai."
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : bam. str8 up gold
Abdul: now what?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : well itz da sunnah to da a khutbah but i cant do 1 right now
witness #2: good I gotta study
Witness #1: Shut up witness #2.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : so we just cut to me askin yo suga muffin if she accepts aight
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : k abdul. get outta here so we can invite her.
Abdul: arright.

Abdul has left the conversation.
I'm getting married *screams* has been added to the conversation. src="http://www.maniacmuslim.com/images/music.gif"> "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : good enuf
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : now ged outta here so we can finis dis shiz

I'm getting married *screams* has left the conversation.
Abdul has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: what happened?
witness #2: she said no.
Abdul: !!
witness #2: jokes
Witness #1: lol
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : LOL
dr. khan (phd): hahaha
Abdul: ugh
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : k now 4 da grand finale

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has left the conversation.

Abdul: what the hell!?
witness #2: AHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Witness #1: best wedding ever.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has been added to the conversation.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : sorry dawgs. got d/c
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : abdullizo, do u accept Ayesha Khan as u r wife for 786 blings?
Abdul: I accept.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : more.
Abdul: errr... I accept Ayesha as my wife.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : bam. str8 up gold.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : did da uncle n witnesses c it?
dr. khan (phd): Yes I did.
Witness #1:
witness #2:
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : k u n ayesha r officially married.
Abdul: yes!

I'm getting married *screams* has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: hey Ayesha. change your screen-name! we did it!
I GOT married *screams* : lol
witness #2: finally. congrats. i'm out. ws

witness #2 has left the conversation.

Witness #1: congrats.
Witness #1: may Allah (SWT) bless your marriage.

Witness #1 has left the conversation.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : waita go playa.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : now to show da otha window sum love ws
Abdul: Jazakallah Imam.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : np

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has left the conversation.

Abdul: alone! finally!
I GOT married *screams* : not quite.
dr. khan (phd): Ayesha:
I GOT married *screams* : yes abbu?
dr. khan (phd): Congratulations. I love you. Once you are done with this chat please come downstairs to clean the kitchen. Khudahafiz.

dr. khan (phd) has left the conversation.

I GOT married *screams* : lol he could have just shouted. i'm only a floor above him.
Abdul: so now what?
I GOT married *screams* : oh ... you know

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Ok it might be hard to read because of the different configuration- but it's a good laugh- trust. :)

May the good lord be with you
Down every road you roam
And may sunshine and happiness
Surround you when youre far from home
And may you grow to be proud
Dignified and true
And do unto others
As youd have done to you
Be courageous and be brave
And in my heart youll always stay
Forever young, forever young
Forever young, forever young

May good fortune be with you
May your guiding light be strong
Build a stairway to heaven
With a prince or a vagabond

And may you never love in vain
And in my heart you will remain
Forever young, forever young
Forever young, forever young
Forever young
Forever young

And when you finally fly away
Ill be hoping that I served you well
For all the wisdom of a lifetime
No one can ever tell

But whatever road you choose
Im right behind you, win or lose
Forever young, forever young
Forever young ,forever young
Forever young, forever young
For, forever young, forever young

Dad loves this song :)

I want to work on something, like a project like an event.

mmmm ideas?

:)

I finished cleaing my room- shelving away books.

Helped my mom with the peeling of garlic.

Waiting for her to come back so I can go catch the bus and off to work.

Pursuit of Happiness is such a amazing movie- based on a true story.

I don't have much to say these days... maybe at the end of summer I'll write this long emotional blog .blhahaha I'm just getting of things.

blahhh

mmmmm...? i'm hungry all the time now.

i'm off to rent more movies from BB vidah store!

people hurry up and finish finals so i have someone to play with..:(

I watched "Freedom Writers" lastnight such a good movie it filled me.

I'm watching "Goal" I finally got it! whooso

Something sad happened today but I'm kinda suprised how I brushed it off-on dreary and lonley night I shall commrad* my fellow friends who have lost love ones "no not death" just in terms of building and sharing your dream with a soul and you build on this foundation to be with eachother for the rest of your life- you dream with them and whatever problems comes your way doesn't seem to be problems at all because you have the one love you've always wanted since you were a whee one. I'm kinda stressed well not stressed- I'm sad- sad-sad no this is not a sympathy post I just need to vent out.

I keep telling myself remain strong and I think back to the Companions of Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) and the trials and tribulations they went through- and it brings a stream of tears flowing down my face. AlamdiouAllah I'm healthy- AlamdiouAllah. Once in a while you need strong arms to embrace you and if ya'll ever need a hug I would be more than willing to hug you- because in order to remain strong we must have support around us from our loves ones ie)- parents, friends, lovers.

InshAllah I pray that I look back at this day and just smile- a token of laughter knowing I got through it-InshAllah I have faith.

Without my religion I would continue to fall into darkness without a landing in site- but I do have my religion. I fall. We all fall. Butwe have a landing to fall on -and get back up.-

I've got sunshine on a rainy day.


Was walking through hub today went into the travel shop picked up magazines on "Australia" "Europe tours"- I know I'm not going anywhere for the summer just two day road trips to banff- but InshAllah if things go nicely and sweetly I want to go to Victoria this summer- there is always H days...lol

I need a new running partner :(

I have fulfilled my goal.

I will love to say the following:

1) Horray I'm done :)

2) I ran again today.

3) I had bubble tea today in china town!



All praise to Allah.

Mientras mi mente viaja a donde
tú estas mi padre grita otra vez
Que me malgasto mi futuro y su paz
con mi manera de ser

Y aunque no escucho ya estoy lejos
de aquí cierro los ojos y ya estoy
pensando en ti

Y soy REBELDE cuando no sigo a los demás
Y soy REBELDE cuando te quiero hasta rabiar
Y soy REBELDE cuando no pienso igual que ayer
Y soy REBELDE cuando me juego hasta la piel
Si soy REBELDE y esque quizá nadie me conoce bien

Alguno de estos dias voy a escapar
para jugarme todo por un sueño
todo en la vida es a perder o ganar
Hay que apostar hay que apostar y sin miedo

No importa mucho lo que digan de mi
cierro los ojos y ya estoy pensando en ti

Y soy REBELDE cuando no sigo a los demás
**Y soy REBELDE cuando te quiero hasta rabiar
Y soy REBELDE cuando no pienso igual que ayer
Y soy REBELDE cuando me juego hasta la piel
Si soy REBELDE y esque quizá

No importa mucho lo que digan de mi
cierro los ojos y ya estoy pensando en ti

Y soy REBELDE cuando no sigo a los demás
**Y soy REBELDE cuando te quiero hasta rabiar
Y soy REBELDE cuando no pienso igual que ayer
Y soy REBELDE cuando me juego hasta la piel

Y soy REBELDE cuando no sigo a los demás
Y soy REBELDE cuando te quiero hasta rabiar
Y soy REBELDE cuando no pienso igual que ayer
Y soy REBELDE cuando me juego hasta la piel

Y soy REBELDE

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My spanish chickas has got me hooked on this song- it's in espanol and I don't understand A-jack what she's saying-but the tune, the beat is beautiful.

when I listen to it- it brings a thought to my mind :)

Rebelde means "Rebellious" in Spanish.


dl it.

OMARION LYRICS

Ice Box


Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, its my fault, but you don't understand (no)
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my niggas
I should try to decide, wanna let u in, but no
That means memories, and its crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this


I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I wont feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I cant help it
Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this


I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold cold world
Don't wanna mess this up better keep your eye on me girl [3x]

Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this


I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight


What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life


What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?


brought a tear.

I feel like a party........:(

party a "salsa partay"

:)................When a guy wears a suit, well it tells alot ;)

my throat is itching, nose burning-starting to work on a project my final project due this wednesday the day of my first final- 4 finals and - 2 interviews this week- and alisha is still smiling..

:)whotttttttttttttttttttttttttt! AlamdiouAllah once your breathing, seeing, hearing, meeting new souls- and you can place your hand on your chest and feel it pump.

all praise to Allah (swt)

let the games begin. roar..roar..roar... gr!!!!!!

today marks it's time.

my cousin had a baby boy today "her THIRD" aunty lynn says: "they call it: Nickola Dominique Dominica- it's Italian you know- the lord has blesssed us with a baby on Easter Sunday! Your turn is next yah know that dear!

me: "yeh... Aunty let's be thankful for our blessings :)"

Regardless of your families faith- if you can come together and be happy that's what counts- the "unity" the "love" the "respect" more and more you realize what love means and the different ways it can be applied to a soul.

blood is thicker than water.

her hair is in cornrolls.................

:)

I hait studying in my bed with the covers laying heavy on my legs- with this nasty feeling in my mouth and this feeling of fear storming in the pit of my stomach- InshAllah I want to achieve well on my law final- a year's course and I need to come out with a high mark.

a coffee date has being arranged with ash wash the mash :P

- work hard and play later.

Don't' you REGRET your actions and the things you say at a certain time?

It is truly a test I find with myself to remain poise when someone says or do something that is upsetting, or disrespectful. Before I could stay mute and just smile a quirky smile and move along but now I find it my duty to speak up- I don't care of the after effects or what people will think of me "Only God can judge you".

When you have found permanent satisfaction of peace within your self and you know who your true love ones are- then life rolls easy and it is that much quicker to pick out the ones who are just there to cause chaos in your life- but then again we learn from every bad and good.

Dad says to be kind to everyone and which I'm- but I'm finding it harder and harder and accepting to be kind to people who are not "kind"- and "courteous" back to me.

It's all about growing up.

This picture reminds me of the verse "gates to paradise".

This picture deserves to be by it's self.

Today is Friday April 6th - FREE DAY OFF FOR BERRYONE!

To my understanding there will be a BBQ at Al-Ikwhan Youth Centre.

Time: I'm not too sure but I have being hearinG "3:30pm"

I guess it's just a bbq because the weather is wonderful, and because the youthcentre is now open for action :P and plus everyone has today off- It's also a great opportunity for those that missed out on the open house to check it out and to see what AIYC is up to!

On behalf of the Islamic Family & Social Services Association (IFSSA) and the Northern Alberta Alliance on Race Relations (NAARR), please join us at our open dialogue session:


Bridging the Gaps

When: Sunday, April 15th 2007

Where: Cloverdale Community League (9411-97 Ave)

Time: 12:00 pm – 3:00 pm

This session will consist of a panel of speakers from many faith groups including:

* Muslim
* Jewish
* Hindu
* Christian
* Mormon
* Unitarian Universalism
* Aboriginal
* Sikh

Enhance your intellect, learn about other faith groups, support a racist-free strategy.

Admission is free and includes a light lunch.

Please RSVP Nazia Islam at (780) 905-7939 at your earliest convenience.

We look forward to seeing you there!


NOTE: This event is a stepping stone towards a Peace Rally against discrimination on May 20th at the Legislative grounds.



Nazia Islam
Youth Development & Parental Education
Program Coordinator
Islamic Family & Social Services Association
PH: (780) 462-0772
FAX: (780) 466-9280
e-mail:nazia.ifssa@telus.net

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Okay this wasn't attachment so I tried my best :). Alrighty! These sessions kick stars- IFSSA does amazing sessions that once in a while a person should attend.. I dunoo after leaving it you feel "productive" "humanitarianish" (k I know thats not a word) AND ladies and gents awesome way to meet contacts for whatever future is ahead of you.- hey! the more souls you know the easier life rolls!

g'day :)

don't wait to be kicked, kick first.

I have this huge grin on my face as I walk, this good feeling of happiness- a bright future awaits my friends...


I just came back from a run listening to mariah carey and legeton (regae music) with a slick head band on- the air burning my cheeks, my nose dripping, my sides giving out- the heat rising up to my neck.. the breathing- the pumping-the veins showing up in my arms- the blades of my shoulders bending in- from last week till now I ran out all the frustration, the anger, the resentment- now moulded into happiness, vitality, faith.

once in a while the soul is used and used and in return must take themselves and recharge.

AlamdiouAllah I'm so happy I feel like crying..

Allah is merciful..

Salam Alisha
Just to let you know that I did received your e.mail sent last week, thanking me about my achievements on the usage of
the e.mail. Many a times when I have decided to go on the computer, then a parent will show up at the door and most of the times just don't have enought time.
Well I wish you all the best on your interview. Also just to remind you that phone bill payment is due on 15th of every month , so I will need the money to deposit in the bank inorder to make the payment on time.

Love mun, and have a great ay.


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Now that mama shah has em-mail and I SIGNED her up for it these are the e-mails I will be getting errrrr.....reminder of cell phone bills.

I can't wait to kiss her soft Elizabeth Arden cheeks smothered to death with face lotion..:)

"me and my cousin will be hanging out this weekend with our friends."

that is beauty to my ears :)

Wear them gold and diamond rings
All them things don..t mean a thing
Chaperones and limousines
Shopping for expensive things
I be on the movie screens
Magazines and bougie scenes
I..m not clean, I..m not pristine
I..m no queen, I..m no machine
I still go to Taco Bell
Drive-through, raw as Hell
I don..t care, I..m still real
No matter how many records I sell
After the show or after the Grammys
I like to go cool out with the family
Sippin.., reminiscing on days when I had a Mustang
And now I..m..

I am what I am.
And this voice within me is stronger than the blood in my veins.
It is the voice of my conscience...my values, my honor.

What good is my heart if it remains obselete?
What good are my words if they lack reflection?

It is for these reasons that I must stay true.
To my conscience, my values, my honor.
That I must continue to be who I am.

For what good is life without respecting your own?


Written by Nida :) a true beauty in the works. MashAllah I have the privilege to call her my older sister.

Friday afternoon was beautiful, sitting there having timeless conversation flowing in and around me....lemon tea "I love lemon" the view from the window the cozy seating- I felt like I was stolen taken to some place and I didn't care what would be said or what the after effects would be....I lived so long for a time like this and let me enjoy it . Today when all came out I calmed down and just rememered that moment on Friday afternoon and the smell of the lemon tea was wafting up to my nostrils the warmth had eased me down and the look of his eyes brouht some peace within me that I haven't felt for a long time.

Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.

- George Washington

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friend does end with an "end".

kinda pains a little when someone gives you their back- and your just standing there looking at them walking away...this time for good

AlamdiouAllah it makes you stronger.

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why