i feel caged. trapped in a ongoing emotion just when i think it's going to end more is added and added-until it gets so unbearable that i just break down and cry for five minutes. breaking down- shoulders slouching my back bending- unwanted emotions weighing me down more.

my head leaned against the window shades on hiding the pain in my eyes. mac eye liner and black smokey eye shadows are curtains that hide the pain- a brown emerald that is now changing it's shade.

the season changes. and it always seems my heart stays back in the cold- from coldness to warmth but i stay from coldness to coldness.

i thought about you today. you bring closure and peace.