only God can judg you.

summer feels so damn good this year- AlamdiouAllah.

feels good just working and coming home to NO BOOKS!

I can finally live my life :)

i promise to myself i will meet you again - one day.

I wanted the sun to shine today but you always can't get what you want.

Last night I dreamt of San Pedro

Just like I'd never gone, I knew the song

A young girl with eyes like the desert

It all seems like yesterday, not far away

Tropical the island breeze All of nature wild and free

This is where I long to beLa isla bonitaAnd when the samba played

The sun would set so high Ring through my ears and sting my eyes Your Spanish lullaby

I fell in love with San PedroWarm wind carried on the sea, he called to meTe dijo te amoI prayed that the days would last they went so fast

I want to be where the sun warms the sky
When it's time for siesta you can watch them go byBeautiful faces, no cares in this world Where a girl loves a boy, and a boy loves a girlLast night I dreamt of San PedroIt all seems like yesterday, not far away
.


LA ISLA BONITA- Madonna (Download..Such a summer/hot romantic days)

:)

once in a while you get that soul that walks by does or says something that makes you inspiried.

two more days left of spring classes :) -InshAllah.

Everymorning me and my friend meet up at scotia place- and the amount of sunshine that comes through the place is beautiful. Has anyone walked through manulife in city centre on a weekend?- it's like I'm in a fairytale and characters are going to come out and jump around like a "Disney movie" I don't know that's me. It' s dark and quiet and know one is in sight- if you just want time for yourself or want to meet someone special that's the place to go- they have cute little black sofas all over the place and a nice view of Edmonton downtown streets.

I and my family went out to Whyte ave lastnight- we sat by the window in second cup drinking "straw-berry lemonade smoothies" of course with coffee on the side- my family NEEDS coffee. We just sat and stared as people walked past, a man was playing the saxaphone* beautiful songs. There was spanish music playing, they were all different kinds of people from all backgrounds just walking around, laughing, eating- I love summer.

I saw some nice restaurants where I really want to hit up- "Yannis" looks like a restaurant in the meditarian and the music fits- my kinda deal.

I really want a bike with a cute little basket in the front so I can ride around town. Have you seen thse ads for Vespa in the bus they are selling? (mini / Italian motor bike) there like what $800- *sigh* .

By the end of this summer I want to go see a play. I don't no what type of play or where but a play. I also want have a try at white water rafting- I asked mom again and she just said "Do as you please girl, it's not my life" I'm getting way too much freedom from my parents-and it feels good. (I sound like a nerdo right here).

I seem to not type in any order or sequence.

It's a beautiful weekend and I have to study for my final. When your coming to a end in a course you give it soo much- and that's what I'm doing.

Dad took me walking at the car places on whyte lastnight too. He told me what type of car to get- Domestic- and some other names I don't remember. Naseeba knows her cars she's betting her dollar on a light green mustang. Dad says to save and once I have enough moula then we can talk business.

I want to dye my hair chocolate brown- I have had "dark black hair" of course not my own- shop color since gr.12. My mom is going next weekend to get her hair died- and I'm thinking of it. Brown hair seems nice. Mmm?

Watch me luck out. K pancakes are done.

Why am I up so early? My chest feels like thread holding a five ton elevator. I feel dizzy. I feel crazy. Life is all about facing and making choices- but which one their all so jist with sparkles.,

I give my mom and dad so much credit for when they made choices back in the day regarding their life, coming to a new land, new life- making decisions regarding me and my sister that would be good for the long run. It's always for the long run- what works best.
Me and my mom have become closer and closer we talk like sisters now, she said "alisha make a pro and con list" and I smiled knowing I came from the right mother and those pre-motions I had about me being swapped in the baby room by accident was "nothing at all" - I smiled. Dad says go for something that's good for the long run- my dad will be turning sixty this coming of July.13 InshAllah (dad has being places, seen things- and when I listen to him- I see the value and worth in things) so listen to parents which are telling me to "follow my heart" which I really want them to sit me down and tell me pin point what to do- but I'm a "big-woman" has my mom says and she said I will learn from the outcome of making my own choices- she says this is where you gain wisdom. Follow what my heart first told me.

I'm very hungry right now and contemplating walking around in "da hood". With the light cool morning breeze playing with my face let's dance in darkness while there is still twilight in the air?

I haven't talked to some people this year now-and since school is coming to a close my mind will play with my thoughts that have lay dormant for this year. One thing I have learned from friends is: "You can say all the nice words from the dictionary, be very polite, smile, share words of vitality, laughter- but it doesn't mean squat in the end". PEOPLE, I don't FORSAKE for anything anymore- I don't hold on anymore- it's really sad knowing I really don't care to digest something I know isn't real anymore. People change so much, I change. A friend is a stranger just passing by in the moment of it all- let's touch and taste. A friend well you don't call them friends you refer to them by their name because "name" represents them- Friend is just a coiled, braided- term used for when we were little.

I don't make sense.Well love, life is not supposed to... it will when your eyes close.