tired.

 i can't breathe until your here resting here with me. oh i am what i am. i will do what i want. but... i can't hide. i won't go. i won't sleep. i just can't hide. and i won't leave- 

Dido

mmmmm...thinking...

This past friday that went by my mom called me saying that she just saw a man kill himself. I asked how? She said he threw his cap down to the food court looked to her-smiled- and said goodbye. he did a summer sault from floor one of city centre all the way down to the food court. imagine that if you frequent city centre quite often. of course he died. I was walking this morning pass that same area the man jumped from- as I was walking I saw a Muslim man praying in the same spot- SubanAllah. Allah (swt) shows us so many signs in this life- no words could express what I was thinking- I just gasped for breath in awe.

there is so much pain and suffering i see in peoples eyes and i think to myself there is so much work that needs to be done.

this life is just a test. why suffer in agony for eternity. lets play right.

my eyes feel achy just finished fighting a cold. got coffee by my side just finished eating a pancake ozzeled with maple syrup and omlets.

what am i going to do today: drag myself to the gym. you know what sucks when you have a gym pass you pay for it but you never use it.....

I'll muster up all my energy and write about T.O later.

g'day.

my best friends are my family. and my sister naseeba shes great!!