I talk alot to myself when driving- good venting session!

I need to go on a vacation.

if you don't believe in youself.....who else will. That ranged through my head alot today. I look back to three years ago- What I have fought, craved for is now in my hands- AlamdiouAllah. Life is about making the most of it- so I'm- I want to wake up every morning knowing I'm helping to make a change. I don't want to be a stepping stone- I don't want to be a rock- I want to be the mountain.

And so I look at my life- why wait... they say not to mess with a good thing... well I say mess with a good thing. you never know when your last breath will be drawn from you.

i dream about you. your looking at me smiling. I'm looking down. And you keep saying to me "please talk to me" . I dreamt you ran your hands through  my hair. I'm starting to loose the sight of your face in my mind.

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Readers: please do not assume or pass judgment as to " what you think" i may be writing about. there is so much hidden in each word.

I've been knocking on the door for so long- and it finally opened.

you gotta touch the waters.

AlamdiouAllah.

....I'm ready for this.

the most true, real person I have ever known is moving on......she's beautiful. I admired her because she is pursuing her dreams.

to the future 

so cold.