July.18th, 2008 I closed one door and opened another.

i went to banff this weekend.... i sat on a rock for three hours.

I have learned so much of myself and others. Being by your self is so comforting.

I keep searching to fill that void-  I have searched and searched and I have found what I need to fulfill that emptiness within me- It's called coming to terms with your self.

I'm going to sleep.

i miss so much of everything.

I feel this ache inside of me.... 

I'm sitting on my swing outside on my patio- and so many found memories are flooding back. 

Today for some while....I truly missed you.  You fulfilled so much within me. And for that you will always be my friend.

I pray we can cross paths again.