3 hours of sleep well it's more like 4 hours everynight. I wake up at 4:30 everymorning.. I dunoo why. Have no time to eat. Being drinking lots of water and coffee i'm keeping up with my vitamins and intake of fruits..... My mom says I look rough... not like a little girl.. :(....

breathes in and out.. i hope i don't fall- i feel physically weak. right now- feels like i'm shutting down... babygirl better let me lay in her lap today.