I'm going to save my first three pay cheques when I get my ' real job' InshAllah. And get lost in the desert somewhere, I want my lips to get chapped and dryed by the weather, I want whisps of sand to slap my face as I walk. I want to feel the coldness as I find comfort in the sands at night. I want to be awaken by the moans of the camels. And I want to take my jack knife, and plunge into the trunk of the cactus* to get water....................................