I was putting on blush just before going out, and I looked and stopped, and I breathed, and I closed my eyes. I wish I had never said those words. I really wish I hadn't , I wish I had saved that beauty. I wish I had stayed the same wholesome person before all of this.

I wish I had remain that naive, person. I wish. I learned I can't say NO to people, because I love people too much. I know now of the love that will carry me on in this life for now.

I wish. All had not happened. And I pray for the most happiness to come in the future.

I know my current faith.

the word ' love ' should not be thrown about.