Don't be suprised if I'm walking and I suddenly fall- my body, my mind, k screw the heart, I'm so tired to even think about love/ sad crapp right now- I'm so exhausted , as well temptation and passion keeps lurring this mind . I'm so hungry, but for something else, and I'm mad / sad at myself I'm hungry for something else... K that doesn't sound well - mmmmm must meditate tonight.

massage on shoulder is NEEDED.