I want to let out this big whimper and just cry , cry and cry. And I want my mom to hold me for just an hour , and let me ramble my frustration out. So many things bottle in me , so many. Feeling resentement , feeling every emotional word in the dictionary.
But then again... I can't . must not. must be strong. must not invite weakness again. must suck it in. must let the pressure build up on my chest. take more breaths and more yes'esss , then more nosssss. must walk more up right. no one can brake me . must not invite certian things again. must walk to destination without turning back.


I got work..hippyy ya hippyyy yo