faciliating a round table discussion is hard- but it's how you prep your self mentally and how you market yourself- i'm realizing the truth in the statemnent of "it's a dog eat dog world out there" as the lawyer put it- he told me face to face he's cheated and smite a little in the business and i smiled and respected him for that- for being honest- i then replied yeh you must cheat to get somewhere but it's how you "cheat" - if you must cheat do it "truthfully'- and it boils down to the intentions of your cheating "how harsh do you mean it" or do you have have some common goodness in it when your cheating- but forecfully you must do it to get to that focal point of success?

talked to a friend of "flipping houses" she told me if she had $100,00.00 what she would do- and damn she's a smart woman- i told her you need money to get your rear anywhere- theres so many dreams floating within me now- i'm eager to get out there and do battle.

i hait wearing business suits and knowing which fork is for which and has anyone ever eaten a few strands of salad in a champagne glass? lol i made a comment to the lawyer- how do we eat this? hands? forks? what? i laughed to myself and without knowing said "let's bust this down" everyone laughed- and i stared at the smiling faces looking at me- i thought to myself after "mmm maybe i shouldn't have said BUST" but you know what life is too short to talk to dollars, and strategies and which country you've being too- and how the market is going- and what's the next hot business conference to go too- and which economic text is hot.

meh- i'm just for the mangos :)

g'day loves.


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