Okay its official im bored. I haven't felt bored for like some time, yeh was supposed to go over to aunties house this evening, but mama and papa are out, can't get old of em, too late of short notice, its cloudy and cold, i'm sick, and i got tons of stuff to figure out, which i keep pushing in the back of this mind of mine, rehearsing words and thoughts and feelings to say, but theres no point, of flipping rehearsing if its supposed to be said. or thought then Allah will make it , yeh i'm just leaving certain things up to Allah, well i mean everything..so im walking neurtall soul.

Man i really wanted to go out tonight.. flipp car come, car come. i'm looking at old pics from like ways back, and i and them look fun, way too fun... you don't no nothing till , it's gone..and gone. wishing and hoping time comes faster, saving money for heck i don't know what, this voice in me head keeps on telling me to save my money, and take extra shifts, i haven't bought like hard core shopping for some time ..now, yeh just sun glasses,and theres no sun out.. ain't that a peachy love?..yeh , well mmm my diet sucked today, had a muffin for breakfast, then soup for lunch, then some curry for supper, then more soup.and some hard crunked thing my mama baked. i've being eating small portions though, hence why i'm sick. yeh mmm what is there to do in hickville deadmonton..man o man. ahhhh!

so i leave it like this, i'll be back to blogg about more stuff.