life is beautiful.

sad to say but the less people in your life the more peaceful-  be courteous to all but intimate with few-as George Washington once said.

I'm not scared to speak anymore. The people in my life before that are not presently here with me today says alot. We feel we experience we cry, we laugh, we talk- in the end it's life. We meet people for a meer second a long time- but in the end we all go our separeate ways- we take from each and mould a foundation firmer for ourselves to stand on.

I can say I screwed alot of things up and I said things at moments when now I look back and I wish those words.... those feelings..... that heatness.... that coldness never unleashed from my body.

will continue later.