lonliness can be beauty.

i want the rain to fall onto me.

i want to feel the sun.

i want whispers to play in out of my ears.

i want my heart to beat like the way it used to. you know the butterfly effect.

i want to dance in the court yard.

when last have you sang alisha?

when last have you cried? a long time ago. why don't you tear? because nothing seems real anymore- life feels like a movie where you can purchase your tickets from ticketmaster in church hill square OR the univesrity.

i've being arguing too much these days. i hait staying quiet.

i look to see beneath your mask- i want to oddle with it and try it on for a few seonds.

i wish i could be some peoples pupils see how they see things for a few moments.

do you think and see the way i do-because i think most people don't.

what's so aweing to walk into a room full of men- i'm going to have to brace myself for it in a couple of years- so why not start now!

"i know you so well alisha"- doesn't that prick at yah? no one knows you only yourself- i'm faking the whole time- and don't call me a fake because we all do it to hide our rear. but do we really need to fake to be normal. because they want you to think like that so you do- it has become habitual.

it's time for bed.