Ramadan is done, I say this with sadness. When everyone was praying Eid prayer, I felt touched- everyone bowing down for the same reason, doesn't matter how you practice, once you believe in Allah(swt) and bow down for the right reasons.

Lastnight when i broke my fast, was tough, my dad's eyes gets teary eyed, my mom well she's a whole different story :), i felt calm, and secured, i felt stronger. this year's Eid was quiet... i was quiet through dinner... it feels good to be quiet once in a while.

my uncle called from toronto lastnight, he said 1200 people went for prayers lastnight, and that's just at one Mosque, he said he went to three different Mosques within three hours, zooming across the good old 401 Toronto highway, their constantly making Mosques...and beautiful ones..... spending Eid in Toronto would be beautiful.... but I'm content.

i held a baby today... a cute baby.

i really need to get married, i'm getting bored :(...i'm getting to age where i need "someone" to travel with... i just can't pack me bags and zoom off like i used too, i have to take so much more into consideration, as one ages comes responsibility,maybe i should just find some lad, draw up a contract, explain the "terms" the word "marriage" is used legally to just bind us together, we sleep in separate bedrooms, if i'm reallyy nice about it, we'll sleep in the same room but on different beds, and when we wake up we'll join the two beds together to look as if it's one lovely bed. he'll have to be someone that talks alot, and isn't frigid, and mutters under his breath.... ms.alisha needs to get out and see the world..ugh!- see when your in NEED you come up with plans that are suitable... right?
and NO i'm not crazy... drastic measures we'll have to be taken pretty soon...:(

(im just joking, i'm typing something up for you crazy addict "surrendering blog" readers,cmon? don't tell me ya'll don't think about this kinda stuff, imma just being truthful about it..

alrighty this gal needs sleep...big time. g'night, until again.. when i get mad and frustrated and need to let go... oh! bring out the running shoes... running starts again :)